May it be a blessed one for Everybody =)

Cheers

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因该是非常的幸运被抽到能到现场观看我超爱的韩国组合 2PM !!!!!!!
还记得我只是抱着一个玩玩的心态去参加抽奖活动，我就那么幸运地被抽中而有机会到现场听他们现场的演出。
虽然离他们超远，可是我已满足了，因为我至少在现场听得到，也看得到 (虽然距离很远) 。
明年他们要是在来，我想我会非常想在去的。。。

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是我终于“摆脱”了那惹人严又没什么benefit的工作 ！！！
时间流逝的非一般的快而可怕。。。不知不觉的我在那公司待快两年。。。
心里很早就有打算会离开可是都没那主动感去做因为当时的同事都非常的好而我也一直处在一种懵懵懂懂的阶段，一直在吸取新知识及经验。。。
当许许多多的旧同事走了，环境也截然不同。。。虽然被升级到 Senior 位子，可是公司规模实在太小，发展的空间也非常有限。。。
选择离开，对我像似一种解放，像似小鸟终于从鸟笼里被放出而往那辽阔的蓝色天空飞翔，挥舞着翅膀在那辽阔的大蓝天里飞翔着。。。
那是种 <自由> 吧。。。

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《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》的 “震撼” 。。。

对自己而言，这部电影是我今年看过最要好的一部。没有什么强大的卡斯阵容，只凭着一个 热血 的故事情节而带动了整个亚洲注意到这部电影，也让人认识到谁是 ‘九巴刀’，’柯震东’ 及 ‘陈妍希’。

朋友刚在过去的耶诞节送我九巴刀著作的 <那些年> 的书，终于把它念完而且也发现电影内容跟故事情节有差别。。。

只能说，有许多事情是无法控制的，爱情，当然也是。。。

渴望能在一块的两人最后没能在一起，是天注定还是像九巴刀所写得，“人生没有意外，只能说是命运使然”。

让我那么喜爱这部戏当然是有原因的。。。不是纯属巧合，可是一个我曾经喜欢过的女孩在今年里结婚了，我没被邀请，算是一种欣慰因为我不懂我会如何承受一切。。。

我非常的失落可是在看完电影后，我体会到 “祝福” 。虽然不曾在彼此的生命里留下完美句点，可是现在的她找到了属于她的喜悦与幸福 。我，也当然忠心地祝福着她。。。

=)

Find this MV incredibly touching……….

If the world’s gonna vanished in 8 hours time? What will you do?

是许许多多人无时无刻都在 “做” 的一样事吧。。。(我当然也不例外。。。)

很多事情在人生当中都会充满很多的回忆。。。

。。。想刚从幼稚园升到小学时，那是一种很难忘怀的一事吧。记得开学的前几天，心里头就觉得超不舒服因为 迎面而来 的都是一切新的开始，新制服，新鞋，甚至发型都是新的吧 (哈哈) ，当然还有新环境及新同学。

让我影像较为深刻的是妈妈会突然在小休的时候 “出现” ，而那画面就能安抚我许多，因为 - 那是我最熟悉不过的面孔了。

大我几岁的堂哥已经在校念了几年，所以在学校当中都会看见他与堂弟，而前几天的小休都有他们陪伴，所以不至于 ‘那么孤单’ 。。。

如果问说怎么交到第一个朋友，我就不记得了。。。只知道我们非常的要好，一直从小一至小六都属同班，可说是我小学最要好的死党 甚至被他多多少少有影响到 (哈) 。。。

最严重的应该是在老师 转背时猛比中指 。。。现在想起来都觉得笨，不懂为什么会那样，而在那老师眼里 她怎么都没想到我会如此胆大 ，让她对我的影像大大的扣分 。。。

小学生大概都非常调皮捣蛋吧，尤其是男生吧 。。。记得许多小男生都很不听话，越是叫他们别怎么做，他们就故意去做 。。。所以我也被影响到，如果你不敢做，他们就会 ‘ 酸 ‘ 你，说一些不悦的话，让你不做真的是非常受不了，结果许多人都这样犯下大大小小的错误吧 。。。’

在上大概小四或五的时候，那时很盛行一种小玩意 (Tamagotchi)，是个小机器，捧在手心就能玩个不停，还要督促它 (宠物) 长大，喂食，然后让它长大以便能跟朋友打个不分上下 。。。在当时每个男生都会有一台，甚至有些还拥有多过一台 。。。

记得末次死党不懂从哪弄来招数说是能让机器宠物快速长大，要我到他家楼下的游乐场去，说是要帮我 。。。接完电话后，就跟妈说一声便出门去，弟弟当时一直炒着要跟着去，所以就把他一起带去 。。。
到了游乐场，我们就上了阶梯，可是这时死党却给了一个超瞎的死电子 说是要 “生火取暖” !!!
超瞎，可是最后我不懂怎么的竟然真的跟他一起在 “起火” !!!???
‘天啊’ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
好死不死，就在这时不懂从哪冒出两位警察 “天啊，见情况不妙，当然是使出36计本领，快点跑走” !!!

当然啦，怎能跑得过那两位刑警 。。。幸亏他们只给了口头警告 。。。

跟死党做了许许多多的事，可现在我们却失去了联络，我也不懂他是否般家了没 。。。如果再见到，说起这些 ‘成年往事’ ，可真是 ‘一番滋味’ 啊 。。。

But I could hardly feel one cos it’s just not there. (Did a gift exchange with my bunch of frens —- erm, if u asked me whether I am happy – Yes & No. “Yes” for the part cos I can meet up wif all of them but the “No” refers to – there’s simply no xmas spirits around… Its so simple,simple til… (I am definitely not complaning…)

I don’t know whats exactly wrong with me but I feel that there r no one that can fully understand what I am thinking… I am sad no doubt & (I have to) put up a brave front to “show” everyone that I’m doing fine & good but actually I am … not.

I (too) yearn to have lots of frens & being able to “fully” enjoy the celebrative moods but … There isn’t any…

I am feeling desperately pathetic… Feels like I am always gonna be stuck “here” – in my own little ‘box’ of mine where I refused to “step out & look around whats going on around me…”

I know, I am hopeless… =(

It was truly a brilliant performance from the 6 members of the Korean band. Belting out hits like “Again and Again” , “Heartbeat” , “Without You” , “Don’t Stop Can’t Stop” , “I’ll Be Back” , “I’m Your Man” , “Hands Up” , “I Can’t” , “10 out of 10″ , “Give It To Me” , “Thank You” , “Back2U” are among many of the tracks performed live on stage.

For my case, (being all biased) “Hands Up” & “I’m Your Man” are brilliantly done! But I do like it when they performed ballad tracks like “I Can’t” & “Thank You” – - – thought they sound fabulous when they sang live =)

The solo performances from the 6 members are also to be mentioned. Junho & Wooyoung did a nice job together, Chansung (think he found his 2nd career path – to be a Action Star if he decides to stops singing…) did a wonderfully pretty stage fight, Taec & Nichkhun bonded with chemistry as they sang along to “Be My Valentine” & last but not least – ‘hyung’ Junsu did a great great job in performing his solo effort – “Alive” =)

(Knows that Junsu have a fab & powerful vocal but at many parts of the whole show, his voice must have reach the high points of the decibel!!!) And OkTaec — I think his voice is really sweet when he speaks live (unlike when he raps, he sounds much huskier…) No problems communicating to the overwhelming fans cos his english is perfect & so does Nichkhun!!! (My Fav) But Junsu on the other hand, (surprisingly) his command of english are pretty good as well… But the 3 manaes (Wooyoung, Junho & Chansung), they didn’t fared as good as their 3 hyungs… =)

As usual, the music indoors are really really loud (after-effects are the “ringing” sounds in your ears even after a whole day!!!) — But to my surprise, 2PM concert are slated to kick-start at 7pm (normally concert will begins at 8pm) & they really kick-start the show at 7.10pm sharp… (Thats something new to me…) But the 2 and a half-hour show went pass really quick… =(

Though was seated really far but to be there (LIVE) is already good enough… Out of the many wonderful bands from Korea, 2PM is my favourite out of all cos not only are the members blessed with Good Looks, Bodies, Fantastic voices, Humours, Full of Talents … They are simply THE BEST!!! Dominating Korea alone is not enough, with them stretching their talents to Japan & the rest of Asia – 2PM, what are there you guys can’t do???

Daebak 2PM!!! Hwaiting!!! =)

think you will feel incredibly nostalgic especially when you’ve encountered the “same” thing before…

in my case, its far too much of a coincidence…

overall,it’s a well-written,directed movie with lots of hilarious scenes that makes you breaks into laughter at numerous points of the movie. (The main lead is kinda sacrificing for his first movie role but think it’s worthwhile cos now he’s worth far far much more – adding a ‘singer’ to his list apart from being an actor… Got the looks, even though there are negative reports regarding bout him but it doesn’t seem to dampen his popularity…)

I can’t exactly when or how I start liking her but certain memories are still quite vivid… Why I liked Winnie The Pooh is very much cos of her =)

I remembered once she said I’ve got a nice Pooh keychain & thereafter I went to get her one…(But that’s kinda embarrassing cos it’s actually a freebie with every purchase of facial tissues – so i went to get her the exact same thing & brought it to school………) It was embarrassing but at that moment, I thought it was kinda of sweet…LOL…

I think she knows I like her (cos it’s obvious) but I didn’t do anything — was dumb… Another event was when she invited me & friends over to her 21st Birthday Party held at a certain chalet but… I made a mess cos I have to admit that I was kinda jealous,envy,disappointed (with myself) cos she got her bf (which turns out to be her husband) around… I eventually break the tap of the container for the syrup drink!!! OMG!!! It was seriously awkward cos I don’t know what to do…All I could do was to apologise…

Secondary days went on fast & filled with many many memories…Thereafter, we didn’t contact each other & have no idea of how each of us are doing, not until she added me on FB in this year….

It was her birthday not too long ago & I went on to wish her on her wall post & soon after – - – Photographs of her wedding pops out of nowhere (actually posted by another friend of ours) – I mean, if I never come across that photo, I would still be kept in the dark, not knowing that she had find her own happiness… My initial feelings was sadden & taken aback by this sudden issue but after having to sort out my thinkings, I could only wished her all the very best especially when she finds her happiness…

Unlike the movie, I wasn’t invited to the wedding but I am glad she didn’t cos I don’t supposed I would have the courage to turn up…

Whatever the reason, this movie has got to be 1 of the best I’ve seen this year… =)

曾经暗恋的对象,现在找到了幸福. 我也替他感到开心 … (不否认心里不是滋味 . 可睡了一晚后就 “雨过天晴”…)

我个性就是这样,喜欢上一个人却又不敢说出口,只能把一切的一切往肚里吞. 这算是一种逃避吧,害怕面对现实 …

暗恋一点都不好受,有多少人会知道心里的感受? 那是一种想说可说不出口的感觉 …

Love is a beautiful thing but it’s also the most “difficult” task(s) to accomplish … You enjoy “it” & loathe “it” at many times… Love is likewise like a roller coaster ride for 2, once onboard, you are bound to go through ups & downs, whether you’re able to “complete” the ride – thats another matter.

I am happy, truly happy that the person that I once liked are in bliss now… May it be a blissful marriage for the 2…

Time might do us good for now…

In fact,(after much thinking) we are actually 2 very different individuals…

It could very well be that we are not who we are anymore…The “old self” are gone & a total “new image” are formed…

Could very well be the surroundings & environment…We lead our own individual lives daily…We (seldom) crossed each other’s path & (almost) never truly understand how each of us leads our own (daily or not) lives…

Our mindsets are also different…There are many things that we’ve disagreed on & so on…The way your brain functions sometimes makes me puzzled…I gave you advice but you chose to seek some other else’s advices…

The plain, naive & truth feelings that we once had are nowhere to be found…Could it be that we’ve left “it” behind as we moved along???

Or could it simply be that we are getting used to such situations that we have chose to leave everything “unattended”???

Or simply we are getting sick & tired of each other??? (We’ve “outlived” many others & became the “envy” in people’s eyes but exactly how long can this go on??? Have you ever wondered???)

Maybe…only time can tell???

(Re: I know I am not the best…)